i'm not good with words.
i feel my actions sometimes are too much.
i have so much to express but i just dont know how.

i feel like i missed out on so many opportunities this holiday. i haven't done anything progressive or learnt anything new. this fear of the future/the unknown shook me so much that i resulted into doing nothing.  everyone is doing something productive while i sit here feeling sorry for myself.

so goodbye to my holidays. i didn't embrace you properly.