because i dont have any talent or skill. it's so hard to express my emotions. i have all these excitement and happiness inside me but i dont know how to show it. and i've been told how insensitive and uninterested i look. yes, i feel sad right now and i'm showing it by just staring blankly. with this, i guess the people around me do the same. i mean since i have no reaction. they just. walk away...